Your Name

Just the sound of your name makes my heart hurt.
Every time I hear your name,
I can feel tears flow to my eyes.
So much history, so many mistakes that I wish to not remember.
But just your name makes every sting of those mistakes come rushing back.
But I can deal with the pain; I’ve been doing that for sometime now.
What I can't quite deal with is
Remembering how we used to be, and how we are now.
We are strangers; We seem to have forgotten every happy moment between us
And dwell on the bad.
Why did things have to end the way they did between us?
We were so happy, but you felt something was wrong
And called it quits on us,
Leaving me to stand in the dust wondering what the hell happened.
Maybe it was my fault; maybe I wasn’t good enough for you, 
Considering you left me for another.
It did hurt much more than I’m sure you know.
My heart was ripped out of my chest,
Stomped on the ground then left to die.
You left me to rot and whither away next to it without a care in the world.
I try not to think of you often but sometimes you just pop up
And make my heart ache.
Just the thought of you can make me cry,
Just the sound of your name can make my heart hurt.