Stalemate

Stalemate 

Saline tears fall from red eyes;
Like a rebellion in heaven: firer skies.
Lost emotion: a distress call within;
Was loving you my mistaken sin?

Tortured mind of twisted thought;
Never really to know what I truly sought. 
Passing hands and footprints in sands of tide;
Pushing my true feelings to the side.

Lost; so lost with no direction in sight;
Why must I continue to pronounce love in golden light. 
Leaving my soul for someone to find;
It's up for sale for someone kind. 

Broken, crushed, battered and torn;
Felt death even on this winter mourn. 
I shelter myself once again in this world;
Giving up on everything I was working toward. 

No movement; can't go anywhere if I tried;
I'm sorry that this has ended tied. 
Closure has came to late;
Two bodies: mixed emotions ending in a stalemate.