SOS  same old shit

 


Melancholy is the disposition of this day;
I had nothing to hear; they had nothing to say. 
Progression only buy the ticking hand;
Falling deeper in pools of quicksand. 

Why am I falling so deep?
When I have sheltered; depression still does creep. 
I'm not myself today at all;
I will not reply to any bodies call. 

I just want to be left all alone;
Madness I'm left here it's all I have been shown. 
Today is the day I want to go away;
But then again it's like any other day. 

Feeling as life is over cumbersome;
Not wanting to knows today's ending outcome. 
Will I continue to be this aggrieved;
Knowing my life is nothing that I have believed. 

Their is not one speck of light from this  muse;
Happiness to me is like a drunk on antabuse 
Regurgitating every nice feeling thought;
Never finding anything that I have sought.  

Falling further into my insanity;
Deeper and deeper the further the degree. 
A straight down fall as this day persists;
The want of killing myself; it's hard to resist. 

Going into my barbed wired web;
Like a trapped fly caught in a cobweb. 
No place to hide, nor run;
No longer is this life any fun. 

So I will end this day as I go to bed;
My mind will race: many thoughts in my head.  
Today really isn't no different I will admit;
For everyday it's the same old shit.