Struggle for Hope

I want to reach out,
I want to help,
But I don't,
Because I can't...
I'm afraid you'll push me away.

I want to tell you it'll be okay,
That it will get easier,
But I can't,
Because I won't lie...
I can't see the future.

I want to spend time,
Time can cure,
But I won't,
Because you've been pushing me away...
And less time is better than none at all.

I want to go to you,
I want to be there,
But it's not possible,
Because I'm too far...
For no opportunity has shown itself.

I want to be with you,
Forever,
But I don't know,
Because you're lost...
And you resist being found.

I want to show you there is hope,
I KNOW there is,
But I don't understand how,
Because you won't believe me...
Then, you'll push me even farther away.
Then, you will push me
Even
Farther
Away.