Tonight Like Any Other Night

Tonight,
Like any other night,
I'll sit here with my back
Against the wall.
Ill sit in the dark and
Begin to question
If you even miss me at all.
Moon light shines through
The glass.. The only light in
My bright darkness.. I
Long to be six feet underground.
To lay cold, in a soft dark and
Dreamless death.. But I'll
Keep my promise to you..
After all.. I don't break my promises,
I don't go back on my words..
No matter how much I want
To die tonight, I'll keep living..
So all I ask in return from you,
Please.. Dont leave me here,
Abandoned and alone, forgotten..
Please keep me in the back of
Your mind... I dont want to
Be left here alone...
Tonight, like any other night,
I'll sit in the dark, with my
Music up loud, and my thoughts
That will carry me away,
I'll wish there is some
Way, you can hear me..
Because no matter how much
I want to die tonight like
Any other night, My word to
You will remain unbroken forever....