Sleepless Dreams

It's me again the story teller of unspoken words ✍️                                 For I know some people's may and will take this message, in different kinds of way as it is just, a mental stimulation of silent thoughts. FROM sleepless nights when I can't just turn my mind off from the deepest thoughts, that creeps in the dark deepness of my mind. For sure it's necessary to understand that tomorrow isn't a promise to anyone, for sure what I'm saying is facts not fiction. For sure it will sound morbid, to some people's  yet there are those who has felt these real genuine feelings. During some sleepless nights, when we are alone in the mist of darkness, as we dream. For example what if I was to tell you, that I have those kinds silent dreams. Seriously seeing my own life flash before my own eyes. 👁️👁️ As I see myself laying in the casket with arms across my chest, looking down from the heavenly skies with a Halo's above my head, looking upon thyself laying so peacefully as though I was alive. As I see myself in tranquility and harmony and peace. Thinking of the life that I have and had, from what I've been going through with this disease of cancer, in this cycle known as life. For sure I'm happy to say, that I had a very good life when I was alive, as I had my wife and family and dear friends beside me, in those real situations that even I thought I wasn't going to make it, to see another day of my life. Relaxing under the afternoon sun me and my wife, as I've been greatful and thankful and blessed with a second chance at life.  
                   🪬 SHAMAN 🪬