Dick whipped

There is a theory
the polar caps
will periodically
flip

completely.

upending the world in
a single shift

Your dick did that to me.

You have the best dick.

It's the biggest.
Thickest.
Nicest shaped.
Neatly groomed.
And it used
my uvula like a
punching bag for sperm

from the pussy-side

I ache when I piss just
thinking about you in me

and I got dick whipped.

I wanted you more
than you wanted me
because a dick like that
on body like yours
is a solar flare
in Antarctica

so I flipped.

I stopped being
the tall, sexy,
shit-talking, badass
and because a pandering nanny
who needed you nonstop

and

you couldn’t commit
to more than
whatever

so
for the first time
in recorded history
I was the one not getting
enough ass from a man

I wanted you.  

I wanted to shower the love
I had stashed away from
the narcissist who
fucked me up before you.
I wanted romance and prom dates
and the silly texts all day
so when I found it on you,
well, your dick was the winning
scratch off that my pussy
accidentally cashed in
on my heart's behalf.

And my heart rolled
around in the winnings
in a way that renewed
my aching bones

and the poles shifted
so that I was the
clingy, needy, desperate one
and you were apathetic
and unconcerned

And you smothered me
in a good-guy lack of concern
that made it impossible
to stay polarized

I keep a memory of you
in my spank bank
holding a bag of
potato chips

because I still feel
your salty fingers
in my mouth
and the way
you
filled
me

The way you filled
every part of me