Sensuous Me - Jaded

I'm tired of trying to live the lie
It's time I finally realize my fate
I've loved and lost and paid the cost
for being involuntarily jaded
 
My corrupt mind and broken spirit
were in place before I was aware
The impressionable years filled with fears
A bottle replaced the tit of my mother
 
Violated by the feces of our species
Justice waived through obtuse neglect
Now that I'm an adult, it's all my fault
that I live this jaded life of reject
 
Untouchable and longing for affection
A fish out of water in my own skin
Living in depression without desperation
Still trying to find a place where I fit in
 
I'm not looking for empathy or a kiss
The last thing I need is your charity
My daily masturbation gives me plenty satisfaction
No one can fuck me any better than me
 
I'm definitely unique and a bit of a freak
and I've decided that's who I am
Oh, and I'm a poet, but you already knew that
So, now you know a little more about Tim
 
 
Tim Eros
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