Hopeless Desire

Hopelessness keeps me awake at night
Tossing and turning without a dream in sight
Lonely and broken I dream of what couldve been
Knowing love is never a friend,


I slowly wait for life to follow me
Needing you now more than ever
You abandoned me, leaving me lying there in the dark
You SWORE youd never abandon me


Yet here I am alone again
Crying and depression takes over
Here comes those lost memories that are now wasteful
Memories that I once treasured,memories I dont want to have


Yet, there they sre
No more living, its time to die now
Living my last breath, makes it that much more painful
Dont cry or pretend you cared


Because everyone knows...
Thats just a hopeless desire