Why is this time different

It's me again the story teller of unspoken words ✍️ 🪬 SHAMAN 🪬                                 I would like to tell you about my life at the age of 16 years old, upon a trip to the South of Lynette Alabama that I was requested, to attend because.my aunt Big Mama told my grandparents that it was imperative, that I attended the family reunion. When I asked my grandmother WHY 🤔 I was told I have to wait until we got there, at the reunion of the family. When we finally arrived at Big Mama's house 🏠 and I still wondered why, it was imperative that I be there in at the reunion. For I've been coming down south when I was younger at the age of 5 years old 🤗 and I thought I've meet everyone over the years 😔 but I still wonder why was this time different, for I meet my biological father for the first time after 16 years not being in my life, I heard the stories about my past history of where I came from, to my Black Africa descents and my Chinese Asian heritage, and my Indian heritages of Cherokee Indians. Yet I still wonder what makes this time different from all of the other times, like it's some kind of secret that it's imperative that I be here this time. 🤔 🤫