I fear the mind of a man

I fear the mind of a man!
All he has loved.
All he has felt.
A stranger?
I freeze under the memories of his past!
His desires.
His temptations.
Sometimes system rusts.
Sometimes a script of heaven.
Both of them scary,
The guillotine,
The knife of rejection,
Will it hurt me?
Or will I survive this time?
Scared I am!
So scared of him!
I want to be accepted!
I want to be felt!