I'm alive

Take this loneliness
and fuck it all the way to hell
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

I forgot what it was to feel
I forgot what it was to see
this morning hits
like a lover's caress
taking me to the edge of wonder

I'm alive
for just a little while
I'm alive
until the storm clouds in my head
bloom into the light of everything
and it feels like I'm dying again

But I'm not dead
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

And I want to hold onto that wonder
that somehow blossomed
then withered before I had a chance
to see what it was really made of

I'm alive
dammit, I'm alive
so why does every other moment
feel like I'm dying

(I'm alive)