These thoughts

We have been down this road before
What do I do
We have different ways of showing that we love
 But it just feeling his love is going
The hurt and sadness I feel in my heart overwhelms me
The constant overthinking
That he knows I cannot help
Here I am again
Thinking
these Thoughts
I get reassurance from him
Like hey it’s just you thinking these thought there not true
But here I am again thinking
these Thought
I don’t know what I have to do
I will do anything for him
He is the only person I want
In my life and my space
But here these thoughts are again
“Am I attractive to him?”
“Am I good enough for him?!”
“What can I do better for him?”
Then the big questions like
“Is there someone else?”
“Do you even want to be with me anymore?!
I can’t act like I don’t care …
The love i have for him is worth dying for
I’ll do anything for him
You tell me not to have these thoughts
And overthink like this
Cause it’s all in my head
But here i am thinking
these thoughts
…