Only in life you'll feel this pain

Phone calls, friends, Valentine's Day cards, cats, birthday parties and the countless games that make people hurt, cry, laugh etc.
These things are hands that stick out the window and catch you and break your fall after you have thrown yourself off the roof
The sound of their voices, the pain they inflict, the games they play
The noise
The noise keeps you from going insane
It keeps your mind off your mind
Down the road in an ordinary house of the alive, there is darkness & silence
You can hear the water dripping off the roof of your skull
There's nothing there to stop  you from hearing the silence
You wish for a phone call
A human touch
Anything will do
But it's too late
You know too much
Your ears turn deaf to the noise
Jumping off the roof of your house is becoming the solution.