tricky

 
delicately playing, my thoughts swaying
beautifully in concert, with my dreams
sighing within myself

exhale then breathe deeply
stirring the emotions
reflecting on the feeling

my soul genuflects
I am totally myself I will not be dishonest
he knows me anyway
I long to be acceptable
but I'm uncertain

infidelity of the soul, control yourself
inhibited thoughts plague
my darkness growls

unadulterated sex, lose yourself
take a breath come up for air
then immerse yourself again

chaste of vision, usually I can deal
but my killer instinct rises
and taboo thoughts entertain
my morality chases them back
then invites them in

with remorse I chastise myself
deep throating the toxic
these type of men incite lust

carrousing in my garden
piercing me with meaningful looks
my soul reflects light
they approach with evil intent
then my dark shine takes them off guard

insulted beauty feigning pain
it's a dare to get to the heart of you
stoney looks will get you everywhere
don't hesitate or doubt yourself
a keen sense will know you
I'll know if you second guess yoursefl
and get turned off

come hard and take control
because I am spinning
creating chaos where I go
my tumultous behavior will suck you under

now take your time
when you are ready
I'll wait for you