Soulmates?

 
 
She’s beautiful to me
 
And it’s easy for me to let her know it
I can’t keep my hands to myself  
When she’s around  
 
I’m captive to her brown eyes  
Seductive is her stare
 
It’s so easy to let my guard down around her
It scares me  
 
I love our deep conversations
I hate them at the same time  
 
I don’t feel safe  
Putting my emotions in the hands
Of a woman  
 
Because the one time I did
She broke me  
 
And I vowed to myself  
I’d never let that happen again  
 
 
I told her she’s dangerous to my heart  
She said she felt the same way  
 
Yet we talk about things  
We don’t tell others  
 
 
I think our conversations are poetic  
 
 
And because of it
I feel like I’m drawn into a false  
Sense of security  
 
The efficacy of the mind  
Believing what I know not to be true  
 
That me and her belong together  
 
 
 
When I know,
We were only an unrealistic fantasy  
 
Betrayal of our Hearts
 
Because I refuse to believe in such an  
Ideological fallacy as…
 
 
 
 
Soulmates