breaking

   
my heart is bteaking inside I'm trembling    
trying to remain brave  
the pain I feel is all too real  
   
culted faith, I love too hard  
and my soul shatters when you are cold  
not fully understanding where it comes from  
it's taken personally and I fall into the dark  
of never loved  
because if our love falters so easily  
then it never was  
   
hard feelings, you don't understand  
or I don't matter enough to try  
loyalty doesn't seem to mean as much as looks  
   
fading attraction, I don't feel your affection  
when you spend your time avoiding me  
in the darkness of not knowing you were unhappy  
it came suddenly without warning  
if there were signs I didn't notice them  
   
it would help if you talked to me  
you are my best friend  
how does love just go away?  
   
mine is as strong as it ever was  
walking away from you would hurt me  
staying hurts too    
feeling like you're put out spending time with me  
   
you can't buy love but you can buy sex  
that kind of lady won't be true to you  
exasperated silence, when you turn from me  
my soul feels broken like I never mattered  
   
denial of feeling, is getting me nowhere  
frustrated feeling, like I'm not good enough  
things are always brighter on the other side of the fence  
but everyone has some kind of problem  
there is no perfection  
just different idiosyncrasies

   
could you live with a woman who lies to you  
hurts your ego with other men  
would you be happy then?