Fucking Positivity

In life, I haven’t invested
Traditional living have I resisted
The distance seemed too far
I was never gonna be on par
For the demands on me
Proved be the source of much misery
Unfortunately I was weak
Giving in at the drop of a hat, never reaching the peak

Now here I sit…
Void of wisdom, of empathy and of wit
No direction, despite the many miles I’ve walked
My words are meaningless, just sounds I’ve squawked
I have nothing of worth left to give
It’s a crying shame on how not to live

And you probably think this is a sorrowful ditty
Seeing me wallow in all of my self pity
Yet, I suppose I have to put up with your bullshit positivity
As it crushes those of us who don’t believe in it literally
You see, who is deluded more in what they do ….
Why should I have to think and act like you?

You’ll fund me a session
A chance for regression
I’ll sit there and grin
Talk all you like, you’re never getting in
Call me selfish or crass
On your promises, I  think I’ll pass
So forget all this stuff
Go off and enjoy your life, even though it will never be enough

Tell me about your childhood

- Fuck off!