the multiple personality pages

 
sensitive malady, I am alone in thought
grateful for life
tender understanding  
even in strife, blessed, to live at all
rising to greet each day  
and beat the challenges thrown at me
 
God please guard my mind and tongue...
 
writing to express my delusions
to hold captive, the doubts that plague
capturing my demons, on page
so I can evaluate, my own health
 
diagnosis doctor?
 
voices with a side of granduer  
elevating madness at times  
I don't always see another way
it's impossible to conceal forever
you see me slip sideways sometimes
 
loss of people I care for, occurs
medication station I take my meds religiously
and pray I don't break down again
 
I've lost as much as weeks of my memory
my body, still operating  
I'm told a very different person in charge
 
pouring over my writes I'm shocked
it is no small thing
not a made up curse  
 
still I awaken happy for everyday