Friend.

so impeccable were the sentiments you once made toward me.
We were two of a kind, making our impression of the life we live towards each other. i never meant to go back toward you, I did mean to love you forever though. I did mean to say all those things I said, Whatever the risk I took, Whatever the Damage I Felt. You were worth every moment of those deprived challenges. Your still worth every moment that your not with me.
Something about you draws me back toward you. Toward what we used to have.
I miss the story that was never finished about our love.
I hate that your gone, that reason we separated was because of something ridiculous, something we were afraid of.
Being able to trust someone wholly as you, being loved by someone like you.
Made me realize and feel so many things that scared me of losing or leaving you.
I miss your smile
the scent of your skin
the shine of your eyes
the words from your lips
the touch of your palm
the laugh of your voice
the love from your heart...
I never really knew how great my feelings were for you.
until We went our different ways that I finally recognized the ardently love that expressed through my heart.
How I miss you.
How I miss your Love.
Your All I Need.
I have nothing to lose now in my life without you there.
 Nothing..
Your gone, to the fault of my idiocy and deployed resentment I had towards ourselves. Without you I am In complete in every waythere is of.
I wander the cities the mountains the skies.
I miss you my love,
Even in my grave
Remember these words I write for you
the feeling I still feel for you
The provocative markings of the diligent love you make that bewitches me body and soul
I miss you my Love
I miss you so.
In the heavens in paradise in hell or otherwise
Nothing will make me filled with rise with passion
anguish
decency
or even tolerance
Until I see your face again
Your image is just a mere painting in my heart to forever remember
The sight of you makes me fall to the ground broken in bits of exhilarating ecstasty.
I close my eyes and Imagine you are there with me, reliving the times we both admired with so much happiness
I pick up my hand to touch your face then I remember the empty space in the air that remarks the mere illusion I am dreaming of with you.
I miss you my love.
I miss you so...And I will never again Let You Go.