White Coats

Mind swerving around curves of discordant issues.
Ranting and raving bizarre actions surround you.
I fucked up I guess but how so I'm not sure.
Leaving an echo as I storm out the door.
Just when I think that all is half well
You shoot us down right back into this hell.
I feel for your sickness I do
but damn it I want to slap in some truth.
I've lived this sickness myself and you know.
But you act like I have no clue of the blows.
How can you not care with that cold empty stare?
The opposite of me whose emotionally aware.
I did not show you to behave in this way.
I'd swear that a demon was controlling you.
I am not joking a diablo is choking your truth.
I know you don't believe it but you better start
before this villain and beast steals your heart.
This truly is killing the free spirit in me.
This dark savage beast is taking you slowly.
These words can't describe the hurt deep inside
I ache for your angst and your days with no sunrise.
I will be sick again if this keeps up.
My grip it keeps slipping from the top of the pole.
I can't get manic I can't go to that place.
I can't sink in depression and that dark empty place.
no more floor three with cold eerie walls
catatonic conditions and sad howling squalls
I can't think back on it
the smells all come back
I'll crawl on the floor
please no more needles
no more.
Please let me sleep nurse ratchet in the flesh.
I am reverting back there this is scary as hell.
I wont take those pills
or be poked once again
take your jacket and give me my cigs.
Damn the windows have panes thick as fuck.
why does this guy keep on saying that stuff?
get out of my room
you schizo freak
I don't wanna talk i don't wanna breathe.
I guess my abuser is living it up.
Lying on me
the presumed crazy one.
The sad and cold truth
was that all along
You and your white coats were wrong
very wrong.