2011 met it's been an adventure

my soul weeps because you will never really know me
you won't come in close enough to love me in my sacredness
you make assumptions and put a scarlet letter on me
because no matter what your soul says
you come close enough just to spy on my pain

pick me up off the ground as you're running by
I guess I should be grateful
like it or not I've been watching you
if you think I don't fit with the mainstream you're right

you do because you put business man outfit and personality
and I'm sure that is legit
but you completely cut out the endearing side of yourself
is your sex ;life as satisfying as you say it is
I doubt it because you would have to be honest

there's an element you're keeping separate
either you like the clandestine nature of this or your afraid
I'm your internet woman it's not that hard
I am loving plus I have a way of attracting men with fetishes like yours

so we will cluck like ducks when you got gab on someone
as far as you're concerned no one will know
but honey please break character for me
if I wanted boring never does anything bad Mr guy
I would had him a long time ago

I put men through rigorous testing before I start laying down my secrets
affections, I won't just fuck a dude
if he means nothing to me he gets nothing from me
and ps and I mean this sincerely when I joined
you were the last person who would still have heart for me
after all these years but you proved me wrong