You were just

It’s been a month
I knew you for two
It technically means
I should be over you

I’m embarrassed
Of how I feel
Why am I still crying
When time should heal

Memories flood back in one big haze
Moments together, where you swept me away
It makes me so angry
Cause you weren’t that great

You were just nice
You were just fine
Just something good for once
In my f*ing life
I may be complicated
But I treated you like a god
I waste my time
On guys who are just nice

I miss your smile
And your eyes
So generic
But they gave me butterflies

Your compliments
I’ll never forget
Though they’ve been told
By every guy I’ve ever met

Memories flood back and I feel crazy
You’ll never know how happy you made me
With the little things you did
Which were not that amazing

You were just nice
You were just fine
Just something good for once
In my f*ing life
I may be complicated
But I treated you like a god
I waste my time
On guys who are just nice

I loved your simplicity
You were simply into me
It made me believe
That I was special

When you laughed at my jokes
I could feel myself float
But I am just funny
And you’re… normal

You were just nice
You were just fine
Just something good for once
In my f*ing life
I may be complicated
But I treated you like a god
You were just nice
How could you break my heart