No one desrves this

She was on her way home from a friend's house
A man raped her in the parking lot of her apartment building
30 feet from the entrance
At first she begged to let her go
He punched her, broke the left half of her jaw
She stopped resisting
It was better to just get it over with and hope that he didn't kill her
All the time he was raping her she could feel it
She didn't black out
She could feel her tearing her up inside
She tried to relax so it wouldn't hurt as much
Her jaw made bright blue sparks flash in front of her eyes every time he pushed in
Suddenly it was over
He ran away
She stumbled inside
Someone on the first floor watched it happen but didn't think it was anything serious, just kids fooling around
Her roommate saw her when she came in and called the police and soon the ambulance came
This was three years ago
Since then she's had recurring nightmares
She has lost more then a half a dozen jobs
Her bosses say she lacks motivation
She is on heavy dosages of anti-depressants
She can no longer carry on a normal relationship with a man
The last one that touched her was the one that raped her
He was the second man she had ever had sexual contact with
When her father came to visit her and put his arms around her, she nearly vomited on him