KICKING A DEAD HORSE TO DEATH AGAIN : TALK TO ME

Stuck    
And lost the dream  
Feeding the beast  
Whatever that means  
   
Fuck  
Peel from the bone    
Coming undone  
And eating the gun  
   
Don't take it for granted  
Darkness lives    
In my granite heart  
   
Cannot empathize only terrorize  
The page exist to be my world, myself    
Once lush with skeletal trees and full moons  
Now lay barren with apocalyptic doom  
   
Haunt my pen like before  
My friends, kindred spirits  
TALK TO ME  
Guide my hand like before  
TALK TO ME
 
i  
am    
going    
insane  
some  
one  
help  
me  
   
OR DIG ME A GRAVE FORGED IN THE FIRES OF HELL ELL SOMEWHERE I CAN FIND PEACE TO BATTLE  THE (demons) DEMONS DEMONS DEMONS INSIDE FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER until sleep overwhelms me i escape into my mind where the pain can't find me let me never wake  
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
S C R E A M  
   
Awake into this bitter world and the DEMONS DEMONS DEMONS fill me with  
VENOM VENOM VENOM to face the world again and I escape...  
   
Haunt my pen like before  
My friends, kindred spirits  
TALK TO ME  
Guide my hand like before  
TALK TO ME  
   
Drained  
Of blood and hope  
Reach for the dream  
That hangs from the rope  
   
Shit  
It is futile    
Cannot resist  
It's fucking brutal  
   
So let us gothicize and just galvanize    
This hellbound heart damned to the flame, THE FLAME  
Let me bleed my words on a burned page  
Written with the bone of God damned haunting phage  
   
PHAGE    
   
P H A G E      
   
P  H  A  G  E  
   
Haunt my pen like before  
My friends, kindred spirits  
TALK TO ME  
Guide my hand like before  
TALK TO ME  
   
Give me tragedy, misery and pain  
Give me family, fantasy and love  
Give me inspiration    
Give me tragedy, misery and pain  
Give me family, fantasy and love  
Give me inspiration    
   
AND LET MY DEMONS OUT TO PLAY  
   
   
   
   
until my demons are yours