Exposure Therapy

For many people, it seems like my decision to bring Josh back into my life was a faulty one.
 
But for me, it wasn't.  
 
Actually the best decision I ever truly made.
 
I've been told before that I gave my power away by deciding to have sex with him, but I don’t regret that decision.  
 
Actually I took my power back by letting myself see what would have happened perhaps if I had not said crazy things that drove him away to begin with. Like watching a discontinued show now come back on.
 
Now, I can see more clearly instead of merely staying in my head about what could have been.
 
I have let go a lot before he messaged me again in October 2022, rekindling something.  
 
But now that I understand the relationship even more, I have let go even more.
 
The experts in articles say that sometimes fucking your ex is the best thing for you.
 
Hell yeah it was.