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Eat This, Fattie!
I remember being in the mental hospital months and months ago. The last time I was in a place like that, around March I think.
It was a new hospital, so I hoped for a new experience. A fresh start.
But by far, it has been the worst.
I don't get what these employees have about forcing the patients to eat all of their food even when they are unable to. But it's super fucking abusive.
This one bitch in particular was tormenting me over my inability to eat everything on my plate, and when I succumbed to it finally and showed her I couldn't eat it without getting sick, all she could do was laugh.
Yeah, I wish I could use my special Alia powers to show her who will truly get the last laugh. Princess Alia was an alter ego character I made up a long time ago. She'll be a big part of my YouTube channel. She has the power to destroy or heal by looking into people's eyes and going inside their mind.
She loves psychological manipulation when it comes to her unlucky victims.
I would totally go all Alia on her and say, “Eat it all up, Fattie. You know you want a bite.”
“What's the matter, Piggy? Can't eat your food?”
“Don't worry, I'll just shove it down your throat and see how you like it!”
It's just so wonderful how this fucking bitch told me she'd fuck me up if I ever pushed her again. The only reason I even did so was because she invaded my personal fucking space after I screamed about a patient harassing me in there. Which no one truly could help with.
Threatening to beat me up is not a way to speak to patients.
I'd love to see her starving on the streets after losing her livelihood from me getting her fired.
Loved for her to get a taste of how it feels. To go inside a grocery store and look at everything there and being unable to make a choice.
To feel like you're truly starving because your parents were assholes who would say “God doesn't like you to waste your food.”
Force feeding is not okay.
“Fat bitch,” I remarked to her. She only could laugh. She loves the power and abusing her authority over me.
But bitch, you won't get the last word.
It was a new hospital, so I hoped for a new experience. A fresh start.
But by far, it has been the worst.
I don't get what these employees have about forcing the patients to eat all of their food even when they are unable to. But it's super fucking abusive.
This one bitch in particular was tormenting me over my inability to eat everything on my plate, and when I succumbed to it finally and showed her I couldn't eat it without getting sick, all she could do was laugh.
Yeah, I wish I could use my special Alia powers to show her who will truly get the last laugh. Princess Alia was an alter ego character I made up a long time ago. She'll be a big part of my YouTube channel. She has the power to destroy or heal by looking into people's eyes and going inside their mind.
She loves psychological manipulation when it comes to her unlucky victims.
I would totally go all Alia on her and say, “Eat it all up, Fattie. You know you want a bite.”
“What's the matter, Piggy? Can't eat your food?”
“Don't worry, I'll just shove it down your throat and see how you like it!”
It's just so wonderful how this fucking bitch told me she'd fuck me up if I ever pushed her again. The only reason I even did so was because she invaded my personal fucking space after I screamed about a patient harassing me in there. Which no one truly could help with.
Threatening to beat me up is not a way to speak to patients.
I'd love to see her starving on the streets after losing her livelihood from me getting her fired.
Loved for her to get a taste of how it feels. To go inside a grocery store and look at everything there and being unable to make a choice.
To feel like you're truly starving because your parents were assholes who would say “God doesn't like you to waste your food.”
Force feeding is not okay.
“Fat bitch,” I remarked to her. She only could laugh. She loves the power and abusing her authority over me.
But bitch, you won't get the last word.
Published 15th Jul 2024
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15th Jul 2024 1:48pm
Been there. Psych wards are not for the feint of heart, patients or employees.
It literally takes all you have to survive in those places. I’ve learned that it’s the same for the employees. I didn’t want to give them that type of understanding. I don’t believe it’s necessary to treat patients that way. It’s definitely abusive. But the culture lends itself to that type of behavior. It’s a never ending cycle of torment on both ends. It took years of therapy for me to get to this point.
I understand your pain, poetess. I do.
It literally takes all you have to survive in those places. I’ve learned that it’s the same for the employees. I didn’t want to give them that type of understanding. I don’t believe it’s necessary to treat patients that way. It’s definitely abusive. But the culture lends itself to that type of behavior. It’s a never ending cycle of torment on both ends. It took years of therapy for me to get to this point.
I understand your pain, poetess. I do.
