I don't care

There is a feeling inside of my Soul
A distant memory fading away over the horizon in my heart
Lingering remains of its decaying corps stand like a small monument of what once was
I still faintly remember what it was like to care
It took a smile of courage and a sun beam of hope.
An accomplishment that would spread smiles around the world
The world as I knew it anyway
It turns out that my idea of a world was alot larger than I anticipated
People were not Who I thought they were
The disappointments grew and took away the illusions of hope
The courage morphed into an anxious laughter
And my Care was destroyed by the abrasive rejection towards my imperfections by a perfect woman who discovered her value with a burning desire on a screen with the flick of her finger .
So No !
I don't care
I don't care about my world or the population of one that inhabits it .
I'm too tired to try
I'm just to tired to care
About anything .


- Grifta