Fucked up

Why did I let you go?

You were so angry

You said things you know you shouldn't have said

I was angry

I threw you out of my bed

I screwed this up

You wanted more and I just could not give you what you needed

You said you understood

You reassured me you understood

Now you're there at my door

With tears running from your eyes

Your fist balled in pain

I can command you to go back to that room

leave my marks to show how much I care

Men like action

Your waiting for me to crumble

I gave you my heart

My light

And even my darkness

You want the soul

You turned to leave

I whisper

“pet”

You paused

Then you were no more