So Many People

It feels pointless to say
Even foolish

But

You make me


Happy


The one thing I swore I would never be

I feel as though

You snuck your way in

When I wasn’t looking

Not that I mind

But at some point

Happy
Came to be apart of my vocabulary
And in my smiles
And in your words
And love


I hated happiness
For it was what I always wanted
And could never achieve

I hated happiness
Because of how dull it sounded

I hated happiness
Because it always felt so heavy
But

Happiness
Sounds quite nice
Like constant white noise

And it feels light
Like a blanket falling on top
Of your legs

You can feel it forming to every part of your body

How dare you make me happy








thank you for bringing it back to me.