Adrenaline

it started in 2013
seven weeks of
horrible stress

painful losses
no deep sleep

a broken doll

functioning on
just adrenaline

trying to survive

feeling helpless
utterly restless

she didn't fade
this razor blade

got more powers
as years went by

she causes me to
wake up at night

i'm tired & wired
need some sleep

i'm done with this
exhausting tornado

fucking adrenal fatigue