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3 days before I met you I held glass at my wrist,
S*xually abused by my mum, mentally degraded,
Missed? Not me, my death I've pre arranged it,
I'm broken, I'm beaten, defeated and deflated.

I met you online, your voice alone it changed,
Me forever, my happiness to be restrained,
Was it real? No. Can I finally be happy?
Weird, you laughed with me, instead of at me.

Was it actually happening, was I smiling?
Surprising, exciting, I'm not just surviving,
Defying what's igniting, would be denying,
How surprising you make me feel, you're inspiring.

Felt like an amputee, legs cut from under me,
Meeting you was like getting prosthetics,
You gave me strength to stand, you made me free,
Fuck everyone else from the pool of my genetics.

Opened up about my depression, or anxiety,
Surrounded by the negativity from society,
"I'm not going anywhere" is what you said to me,
My mentality in love with your personality.

You make me feel my height, I'm 6ft 5,
Thanks to you, you make me finally feel alive,
I'm in love with you and we haven't even met,
But already I owe you my life, I'm in your debt.

You made a move and asked if we could watch a movie,
Jumped at the chance, Max Mad was never as soothing,
You changed who I am, you gave me real value,
I wanted to kiss you, we loved each other, we knew.

When you said those 3 magic words, my world stopped,
You are my first, my true love cherry was popped,
Hard to explain how I felt in that moment,
Like like a person and not a fuckin rodent.

Hair like moonlight waterfall, dark and elegant,
Eyes like caves, so dark, get lost exploring too,
Lips and body of a Greek goddess statue,
Beauty so radiant you make everyone else irrelevant.  

Half a world away, took a risk and got on the plane,
That was it, forever changed, lives never the same again,
You thrown your bag past me and jumped in my arms,
My future wife, my love, never a danger of harm.

You're my everything, its not much but I owe you my life,
My life started with you, it will end with you, my dying breath,
I've loved you from your first hello, you're my wife,
My heart is yours, my soul, for the rest of this life,
I'll find you in the next. Beside you, I'll forever rest.



You'll never read this, as I'm too shy to show you. But you will never know what you've done to save me. Pulled me away from every disease, hurt and eternal hatred I've had to endure. I'll love you forever baby. I'm blessed to be able to marry my best friend, my partner, my soulmate.....Thank you my love