Afterthought

Tell me why making the right choice feels so bad~remembering everything that I thought we had~times never really seemed that bad//
Guess it was a one sided feeling and it’s killing me that I didn’t see reality for what it was\\ Maybe I could of done things differently make sure that you really knew what you meant to me~ but those were different times other life’s~ and now their out of reach//
Like driving east at sunrise love can be blinding ,finding that getting thru the day can be easier said than done, but I’m second to none//
One of a kind with a sharp mind, struggled with love and emotions once, that was enough// Now I got no time for that ~ in the end tho, why must the dog always chase the cat?//