Why?

There is pain pouring out of my heart.
I never forgot you.
Never will...
What would it have been like if we were still together?
Would I have caused you more pain and suffering?
My lonely and dark heart will never heal.
All it feels now is pain and suffering at the loss of you...
My heart will forever bleed.
Just like my soul.
Im so confused and lost without you.
I loved you so.
Im afraid that you never loved me.
Why do I have to live this way?
Why am I tortured by this love?
Why.... oh why?