Teddy Bear

You were like a teddy bear to me.
Untill the day you lied to me.
I stitched up your wounds and gave you my heart.
 
So you can live,so we never fall apart.
I brought you everywhere - to the carnival,to my home.
Until you tried to sneak in my room at night.
 
That's the day I felt fright.
You were cuddly,soft.
Adorable and sweet.
 
I adored your button eyes,waited for the day we meet.
It's not like I don't love you.
I just can't recognize no more.
 
It's not like I threw you out.
But I didn't know you anymore.
I saw the pictures you took of me,when I rested and slept.
 
Or the heavy steps at night.
So  I hid in my room.
How could love become so violent?
 
With thoughts,feeling incomplete.
Without my teddy bear,no longer sweet.
At first I wasn't scared.
 
But now I find knives under the sheets.
You were comforting and sweet.
I just cannot believe.
 
I put you together,with cotton and feather.
Brought you in my bag made of leather.
I guess I lost you once more.
 
So I go to my room and lock the door.
The feeling of your soft fur.
And the way your voice makes a purr.
 
Your blue,almond eyes.
I guess you are a teddy bear no more.
I accept defeat once more.
 
Laying in my room,locked door.
My blood,hopes spilling on the floor.
I love your heart true.
 
But inside,I feel like a fool.
Found the photographs under the sheets.
And the way my heart quickly beats.
 
You are my teddy bear no more.
Tired of this,laying dead on the floor.
I couldn't take the truth.
 
Our relationship dies.
No more a comforting paradise.
Now I can't sleep in peace.
 
Give me my teddy bear,please!
A monster is all my heart sees.
But I just can't help it.
 
Crying under the blood red sheets.