Now I see the light

Theirs a substance within,
calling out my name,
who am I?
where am I?
mind is all a tether,
follow my light,
all will out
its a process of life,
money made to imprison,
man made!!!
taken away the sanity,
leaving you delusioned,
a facade of bullshit,
is it me?
am I trying or am I just dying?
whats the soloution?
is one needed?
show me allow me your blessing.....