Maze

Emotions surfacing
Long laid dormant
Overwhelming me completely  
Do I want this torment?  
 
I close myself off
I cant seem to deal
Unable to function
Useless when I feel  
 
Why am I like this?
Everythings intense
Can't deal with anything
It doesn't make sense  
 
Im so fucking broken
I only want to hide
Everybody leaves
Once they get a look inside  
 
I do this to myself
I let people get near
Then spiral into darkness
Once they disappear  
 
I want to be loved
I want to hate  
Im so conflicted  
This is my fate  
 
To walk alone
For the rest of my days
Forever lost
Within this maze