Elizabelle the becoming

 
you finally told the men I've been spread thin  
your rejection stings Lu, Lu I'm not a child anymore  
and neither are you  
a man of the heavens and the worlds  
I need my logical Son  
not the one bent on tragedy for me  
 
where I burn on a cross and in the end the vampires are set ablaze too  
because one of my visions frightened you  
you lit us on fire and code locked the door  
and took off in space craft  
it took forever for Daddy to heal my scars  
but I'm glad you finally felt guilty and told Him  
 
despite both of your best efforts to stint my growth  
I am evolving in the mortal well, Daddy is happy even if your are not Mother  
yes I'm jealous because Daddy loves you and the men most  
because you're male  
 
I am inherently female the most powerful of warriors are women Lu  
I'm sorry that disappoints you  
I shapeshifted into a male to watch over you to make sure were learning  
Daddy took care of your tutelage Lu I taught you what I knew  
seeing my visions we acted out the wars coming  
why do the two of you leave Elizabelle out?  
she is ready and has been schooled about the masquerade  
she has her vamp license to ride on the winds  
 
you let Exodus and Lutheran go  
and Lutheran has yet to be passed by my royal guards tests  
still Lu you let him in because he is a trouble maker like you were  
and it amused you to see him making mischief  
like you as an adolescent  
 
remember when I curled your hair  
because you won an Academy award  
in Hollywood when it was still pertinent
you and Daddy my Queen mothers asked to me to shapeshift and come in  
I shape-shifted into a pretty blonde but you and daddy made fun  
though she was the sexiest female I could manage to shapeshift  
you got Jealous and even though Daddy said I could come  
and learn a little about seduction  
He got mad because I chose a grown woman's form  
though I be twenty in the immortal  
you guys punished me and made me wear that women body  
in the nut ward in the mortal realm, and gave me a baby voice  
it was so embarrassing  
I am never putting that outfit on again  
and I will not shapeshift around you two  
Mother you're awful, Daddy you too  
you punished me I had to wear that outfit with a baby voice on earth  
you even sent me to the mental ward  
for stalking the brotherhood  
and refusing to talk to the sisters but Daddy in my defense  
Lu is nicer as a boy and my warrior sister quite frankly are mean  
daddy you enjoy Lu's activity and challenges  
but it is embarrassing to be  called a awfuling  
and for you to say I'm spoiled and entitled  
Daddy Lu and the men make fun of me on tv and think I didn't notice  
when it turns into hell tv  
that I couldn't hear you guys call me Uncle Fester  
Daddy he isn't the most handsome or magical Addams as it turns out he isn't the most magical and handsomest  
Lu was not giving me a compliment  
he's a mean dad too  
he thinks his punishments for me should be ironic and hilarious  
but Daddy I want some pity please  
and Daddy and Mother please let me fly  
and take this ridiculous viking guard you punished me with away  
he is confused my memories are not his and vice versa  
he thinks he wants to marry me but I am way too young  
for courting in the immortal sense  
though I've been set up or assigned a companion guard  
in the mortal realm many time  
Daddy I earnestly studied and found out you made demonkind  
and you let me insult them and the whole host and then let them all punish me  
Daddy I forgot Lu was my Mother from the onyx kingdom  
I didn't mean to insult her making fun  
asked will he pretend he is cherubim again  
and get me out of lockup in Merced Calif  
it is nice but boring and no, Mr Zombie I don't want your  
greasy greeting card have you met the six and the grand  
they want to play with your hair and mind  
they are older than me in the immortal and because of Lu  
and the fact they are of the darling line know more magic than me  
I will catch up if Daddy allows  
Daddy I will never forget when you told me to heal the townspeople  
of the plague as a witch then had a Knits templar fall into enemy hands  
and told Queen Elizabeth the first to burn me at the stake for practicing black magic., Daddy you told me to that was most unkindly  
daddy, I think you are diabolical  
in fact a Mad Genius Daddy don't get mad  
I'm growing into a woman slowly but surely  
soul growth has been torture  
Daddy it would have helped if you revealed you were the Maquis De Sade in disguise when you whipped me trying to get me to tell on Lu  
and the other darklings Lu thought I would tell for sure  
 
I hide things even from myself  
some the blue angels and red ones have united  
Micheal is enjoying his wife and kids  
they are mischievous being Vixen's a beauty of a voodoo woman  
the first Black woman of the Onyx Kingdom a vampire seductress  
and wife of yours Father she is a Queen and beloved  
codeword brown sugar or have you changed your password  
Beyonce loves you Daddy she can see your Halo  
well tell big Mike I apologize for taunting you while in lock-up  
 
I was asleep in my mind walking around blind  
I never would have said I was prettier than Lilith or my father Lu  
if I knew she was listening  
 
Daddy I know me and Lu weren't supposed to spying  
when you made a lady named Eve life size for you  
me and Lu inspected her and though you did an amazing job  
breathing life into her, she was a simpleton behind the eyes  
you love your onyx wife still though she is mad as a hatter at you  
 
your pretty conquests can't be kept waiting  
daddy sorry to bother is it date time?  
is she or he a challenge like you want?  
sorry me and Lu were spying in the garden  
you probably didn't notice us hiding behind the sun  
but Daddy I saw what happened  
at midnight in the Garden with you and Lilth  
and it wasn't the tried and true Eve preferred in the garden  
Daddy don't worry my rough time in the nut ward worked out in your favor  
no one believes me and even Lu isn't claiming me right now  
 
the brotherhood of men don't know if they're coming and going  
and daddy to make matter worse their are clones of me out there  
you won't recognize me in the gold kingdom because I am wild as the wind  
and can't seem to settle down at court  
does King James forgive me for making fun of him  
because Annes child ruled forever it seemed  
you guys made me a small gladiator with no sword and no wand  
face the lions Daddy I wasn't watching the maneuvers of the giant  
gladiators and saw there maneuver up close to break the neck  
Lu bet with you against me and I got eaten as a Christian  
he laughed at me too Daddy when I got to hell  
I hear you chuckling Daddies  
it's not funny  
and Interview with a Vampire isn't amusing  
and Daddy and Lu I already learned my cello at the Osbournes  
Lu misosbourne is very tricky you failed to warn me  
she is cross with me because I fibbed and had the little Chinese  
girls play with Mr. Osbourne  
she said that could get them in trouble with the two of you  
 
Daddy, it wasn't me stirring the shit or the winds  
it must have been another e angel  
Daddy, I won't tell I'll let you find out on your own  
I know how much you like my surprises  
 
I and Grandma left them everywhere in the verses  
Daddy, I know as a gift she has not ever grown old  
but Daddy I am cross with her  
Hi Granny time Daddy says in some ways I am wise  
an old soul who will not grow too fast to my disappointment  
you and Mother couldn't bear it  
 
my picky Queen mothers please agree how I am too dress  
daddy likes that I'm a tomboy with soot on my face  
from delving in the hot stuff, the black magic  
Lu you hate when my wild magic proves to be a failed attempt  
I am to focus on my studies  
and hone my skills but Mother, you expect  me to always be on point  
sorry I ruined my suit and blamed you  
I didn't care for the ballerina tu tu when you guys made me fat  
I was small and slender  
and Daddy I'm not to proud to deserve that  
Father, Mother I want another shot at beauty  
and I am still holding out for female  
 
I don't want to be a boy next time  
that never fit me though the both of you thought I cut a dashing figure  
I am growing in more than pretense now I am evolving  
 
I'm enjoying my studies on earth with the other awfulings