For Now I Wait.

We were always friends
Closer than all others
Talked all the time
Almost like sisters and brothers.

Who knew I loved her?
Only me and my imagination.
I hid it for years
I cut with her name, My creation.

She decided to give me a chance
and we started to date.
I fell so hard, we hung out everyday
I felt so great.

Then she took me by the throat
and ripped out my heart.
When I tore my arms to shit
That was my favorite part.

When she left, we made a pact
Next time we were single.
We'd give it another try
For now, Its time to mingle.

One day, she came back,
And teased my emotions
She told me sweet things,
and My heart chipped like erosion.

For now I wait.
For now I cry.
For now I love.
For now I die.