My pasts departed

I feel up
I feel down
My minds scattered all around
Am I dreaming?
Or am I scheming?
Oh how I’m floating
On the edge of reason

I feel lost
I feel found
I’m overwhelmed
My hearts unbound
Am I flying?
Or am I falling?
Oh how can one know
What they are feeling?

Is this true?
Is this false?
I’m lost for words
What’s my default
Am I right?
Or am I wrong?
Oh do I have the strength
To truly be strong?

Can I give?
Can I take?
Am I ready
If it’s all a mistake?
Have I stopped?
Or have I started?
Oh goodness me
My pasts departed