Uncomplicated

As I lie here awake    
Your whispers haunt the thickened air    
This loneliness I cannot take    
I feel your breath like you were there    
   
All the time we've been as one    
Like our world would never end    
Before I knew it you were gone    
What was real were we pretend    
   
All your laughter and those tears    
Cherished forever in my heart    
When I reflect over the years    
Losing you was the hardest part    
   
It's so hard to explain what I feel    
And that you were a part of me    
So when losing you became so real    
I was blind and couldn't see    
   
Everything that happened I always knew    
Would one day come to this    
Time passed our feelings grew    
The love we had will always be missed    
   
Clutching this pillow I grip so tight    
Wishing you in my arms one more time    
Tears stream down this lonesome night    
Empty and numb I need a sign    
   
Vividly the lightning illuminates    
Shadows of the angry rain    
Consumed by my rage and hate    
I'm drowning in all this pain    
   
There's no reason to fight    
And no longer a reason to live    
Escape the thoughts that haunt my night    
What happens next please forgive    
   
Live your life without me    
Your memories of me soon faded    
This is my fatalistic destiny    
Your life now uncomplicated