"hidden" from the world

       
       
       
       
    the double edged sword of more or less "shared experience"; how much "better" does that make it-how much "worse"? hallways full of doors; wanting anything but see through-perhaps even something exclusive, like sound proof        
       
   hallways full of doors; humans compartmentalized in their customized cubicles; familiar while yet strange-everything at a point becomes an existentialism pain in the brain;        
       
whether or not identified by face recognition or name-even with years of time spent and dialuoge exchanged....        
       
  so being hidden from the world becomes more of a thing; dark, quiet and confined spaces maintained- over bright lights, loud, and wide spaces-more or less embracing vanity's vain....        
       
what a twisted game....        
       
       
quietly, depending on intoxicating liquids amongst other things  to slow burn my way out of this simulating psychological damaging game....