YES, I WANT IT!

I have resolved and
taken a vow of honesty.
I will not kid or try to
trick myself into saying
"It's not so... no more."
It is as real as the life
blood that flows through
my body.
I WANT IT...
to touch it...
to kiss it...
to play with it...
to explore it...
to love it...
to dream about it...
to share it...
to suck it...
to take it all in...
BUT! OMG!
I forgot what IT IS.
Could you help me
remember? Maybe
you want it too.