Vagina Eyes

I used to despise  
when they showed up
broken and more beautiful
than they were before
 
My vagina eyes
made them look
so god damn fucking gorgeous
that I had to lose myself
by being impaled
by the very falseness
that made them
leave in the
first place
 
I craved it more than air  
 
And then despised myself
even more after it was over
 
Anger and lust
make strange but
familiar bedfellows