Torrential

 
Sadnesss plumets through my soul
blueness of feeling rules
sacredness weeps then sighs

When will I be healed in my mind?

Torential feelings of a seeking nature
following a line of brokenness
getting to my feet
just to fall again

Patterns of failure
cause me to faint inside
When will I realize his healing design?

Cut to hurt I cry out
it is with a mighty plea I ask to receive your blessing
set me on the path of your choosing

Destiny calls me from the shadows
on bended knees I crawl out of my slumber
Humbled to a point of great contention
Help me follow your will
not of my own understanding

Aching in the scarlet rain
fire falls the sky scorching my being
His wrath is upon me
in due measure

Please Abba turn back your hand
I get up just to fall again
If you mean me to walk
show me the path I'm to go down

Uttering prayers with whispers
You answer quietly
Why am I so stubborn of heart
that I have to be broken into submission?