Therapy pt.2

The top...or was it the bottom? Who knows, who cares. So with a deep breath I take the plunge. " So, as a kid I was abused in every kind of way you can think of. Mental being the most common." "Hmm." She replied, " How exactly were you mentally abused?" "Insults mostly, being told I ruined my parent's marriage, stuff like that." She nods, the nod of a parent watching her baby take the first step. "And do you think it effects how you treat relationships?" Yet another question that was more statement than question. "Yes I suppose so." She opens her file with my name on and we begin down the spiral, " The file says you have concerns about your.... sexual... relationships?" " Yes Dr. Chinner..." "Please, call me Brandy, we're not formal here." Something in the words...no time for that now though. "Yes Brandy, I have a hard time, no pun intended, maintaining sexual interest in a woman after our first couple of times." Wow, the words slipped out before I knew it, I guess she really did put me at ease.  
"And why is that do you think?" "Most people cannot stimulate me mentally, which in turn nullifies any sexual interest." "Hmm, so you require mental stimulation to be sexually aroused? Interesting." I couldn't help but notice her hands shake a little when she addressed me, maybe that'll be our next ice breaker.