building up to fall

Music is just background noise for my thoughts.
Inside i'm building bridges so I can jump off.

I'm Keeping up so I have more to let go
I'm speeding up so I have time to take it slow.

I made this plan to watch it go a stray.
I woke up just to drowned out this day.

I'm climbing the rope for a longer fall down.
I burned the agenda to exist in the now.

Writing things down because I couldn't keep up
I'm saying something... just don't know what.