unheld hands

I don't know exactly
what I was looking for
but I didn't find it
in the bright lights
of the arcade
or on the menu of the
Korean restaurant
we went to

I searched for it
in the lines of your face
I looked for it
in the sparkle of your eyes
which weren't on me
tonight

We had fun
I think we fun

It's hard to find between
your chronic pain
and my depressive episode

I don't know exactly
what I was looking for
but I didn't find it
tonight

Maybe we'll find it
next date night