Love Gone

My worst dream never realized
 happened before my eyes
Hide, fight, or flight
was suddenly understood
The meaning of these words
Tightly wound fists, set me afoot

Thought you never woulda,
sincerely if you ever coulda
Forced to expose you
suppressed emerging behavior restricting every breath, my heart snapped in two.  

How did Normal everyday shit — morphed into
Catatonic shit — excised into
Armageddon shit?!  SHI-IT!!—

Normality became my anxiety
Anxious for what would be or not be
Because, at times,
 you were unrecognizable and unpredictable.
what was real and fake
was visually skewed,
Right or wrong?!  
Questionable intentions and unmentions
But one thing remained ever present

You know how it is when complacency meets absent mindedness
And. eyes begin to wander
Streetwalking illicit acts
Birthing infidelity and deceit
But one thing remained true, Love.

As the thoughts collided in my head
against the pavement;
an impenetrable fortress
Built around your heart.
Chipping away at the numbness
You know,
That empty feeling felt deep
From trepidation and unhappiness
I fell to my feet
Laying broken on top of my trammeled heart

Sweeping away tears,
impressions and intuitions
Engraved it
Expressed pain and thoughts antagonized by
Grief was becoming ME
Our chains forever tethered begets WE
Emotions clouding minds, judgements and feverish thoughts
Absent of rational and accompanied by selfish desires
Linked to that fragile thing.

My turnip heart squeezed
 Juices desperate for release, restricted
An explosion implodes it
Forced by actions,
manifestations and distorted truths.
Unconditionally yours
Love prevails and conquers
ALL lying between sheets ice breaking
Shards of glass swallowed
Bleeding transparent thorns
Piercing Secrets and lies constricting
Vessels of blood pumping necessary for life.

Love.
Unbreakable.
Love.
Unmovable.
My beloved, True Love
Unattainable.
Love lived here, but, Love is gone.
My Love shattered to broken-heartedness.