Geode Healing

I don't know if I'm happy to be numb
That your name has faded from me
It doesn't matter anymore... it doesn't
My chest lays here hollow of the pain
That overwhelming sea of crushed silica
Has fallen from between these ribs of mine
Sand in the wind that left only traces behind
The ache of the space the pain held lingers
A pain that's a spiritual geode cracked open
Revealing the crystals of healing within